You are meeting the point. It’s easy to get into desperate situation of feeling useless. I know such deceptional feeling, I write various blogs for many years.

But one more point is important: there is always a core. A core of your true readers. They really can be just 1 or 2 persons. Persons who do really care. They are mostly the reason waiting for your texts and being glad to read it. Write for them, and write for yourself.

And true: don’t give up writing.